never could I imagine feeling
what I feel
it was only you that
can make my days go by with a smile
with your words
of
sweet encouragement
never would I have thought
that you would turn on me
now
after everything
we
shared
....infatuation
attraction
intellectual, sexual stimualation
poetry
love
never thought that you would
doubt that
what I feel for you
was true
is true ...
I needed you to know what I
wished for us
what I wanted
regardless of what other distractions
came into play
I needed you to understand
never did I think
you would be quick to say
(goodbye)
my heart hurts
never did I think you would make
my
heart
hurt ...