pulsating licorice dreams
my eyes roll up to the sky
waiting
wishing
hoping
it never comes
that feeling
(gliding through my fingers)
wondrous dreams
that will never be
reality
my mind wanders to a time
that I never
lived in
where the world was calm
and
the wind blew fearlessly
through my hair
(without worry)
-I try to keep it together
heart pounding
as
tears flow through my shattered
dreams
broken glass under my
life
waiting
wishing
hoping
knowing
(it'll never come)
that neverending battle with
myself
the journey through the clouds
of wonder
through all of the confusion
-I try to keep it together
but
(it still wont come)