it feels good
familiar
this place that I am
in
all by myself
with no one to
blame
but me
been here before
was waiting for the chance
to come back
knew that it was
happening
it seems like
this is the place for
me
it hugs me
holds me down
makes me feel like
what I am
nothing
no one
not worth the trouble
not worth the time
so
I am here
again
darkness
overwhelming my body
taking over my brain
tears drowning me
flowing over me like a river
of my broken dreams
it feels like it always does
like I'll never
get
out