PostPoems Be Artistic. Be Creative. Be Inspired!

thinking before acting

escapes me

I never want to know what I am doing

before I do it

and

it hurts me

therefore

I kill myself with

over analyzation

wondering the

what's

where's

who's

why's

when I know there isnt any

I cant control it

it is inside of me

whatever I

feel

I act on

and

it gives me nothing but trouble

so

that leaves me in a state of

despair

a state of urgency

because

of my stupid mistakes









I am left standing

in a pool

of

wrong

decisions

never really grasping the

concept

of what is right





it seems I never will





it is pulling me down

suffocating me

because even when I think I am

I am not thinking

things through

enough

for them to actually











           ....... work









so I am left stranded

as usual

with my thoughts

shedding them

to make one more impulsive move