neverending pain
pushed away by the thought
of you
within my reach
in my grasp
impossible
it seems to be
this dream
this reality
you and me
yet
we cling to each other
in this pattern
of life
wondering
if love is all it
takes
to feel safe
to numb the pain
of
insecurity marks
jealousy and envy
early childhood memories that
still blind us
thoughts of you swirl
around
constantly drilling
into me
that
my neverending pain
will
soon
be
no
more