it only hurts when I think
of what I am missing out on
struggling
with saying what you want to hear
breaking my heart
everytime you look at me
adoringly
wishing for me to look
at you the
same
way
again
it only hurts when I wake up
in the morning
wondering what could've been
dealing
with the fact
that unhappiness is
a way of life now
survival
of the fittest
wanting me to love you
the
same
way
again
it only hurts when you disagree
with the way I feel
without understanding
without letting me be
without letting me go
wanting me
to be with you
the
same
way
again
but I can't...
it only hurts when I think about
how much I hurt
it only hurts
everyday