I am trying to forget you
but you are
always here
in my mind
and I know for a fact that
you
dont care
it boggles me
the disregard you have
about what we
had
or didnt have
it never occurs to you
that
I am filled with
hurt
pain
anger
I was just another notch on your belt
I guess
you see
I dont even know how
you feel
I dont know even know
if this thing was even real
to you
and yet
my mind wanders to the songs
that reminds me
a face in the crowd that
resembles you
and I want to scream
I want to shout
but
I
dont
no, I wont
stooping down to that level isn't me
but it is ....
I am trying so hard not to think about you
but your invasion of my space
the visions of your face
next to mine
vivid
fluid
constant
I want to hate you
I want to forget you
I want to know what happened between us
yet
nothing
(and you're still on my mind)
and you could care less about me .......