i dont know how to describe it
cause its something im not used to
my face
glows
showing my glee to this new thing
that i feel
and
i feel it deep down onto my fingertips
seeping deep into
my soul
that same soul thats usually
so
dark
sad
abysmal
is smiling
i dont know why
i dont know how it happened but
my migraines elude me
my tears are joyful
my soul
my soul
is dancing
and
even though there is still so much more work
to be done
im amazed at this beginning
amazed at this
........happiness?
..........peace?
within me
that im trying so hard to embrace
its what i write about finding
and im trying so hard
to
believe in it
..............