Dissapointment

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Anger Within

looking at myself in the mirror

I realize

just what I am

nothing

a waste of space

of breath

thoughts rambling around my

head

yelling that I will

never amount to

anything

and

looking at myself now

I realize

just what I am

a piece of

shit

wanting nothing but

happiness

contentment

not knowing how to

grab it

holding on to it

as the voices

in my head continue to

spew out insults

as I look at myself in

the mirror

I close my eyes

I can't look anymore

I can't feel anymore

I realize

that this is it

that this is my life

that it is such a dissapointment

to me

as I am to myself

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