dark
and
alone
as you followed me home
i thought
you were my friend
i thought you were there
to help me
but
you had another agenda
i didn't know
then
i couldn't tell
that you wanted more than
just a hug
dark
and
alone
as the bags fell out of my hand
you wouldn't leave
you wouldn't stop
touching me
you were much too
heavy
to push away
i didn't realize how
strong you had become
i couldn't stop you from
taking my soul away
ripping my clothes
tearing me apart
inside
dark
and
alone
as i ran home in tears
struggling to catch my breath
trying to find my voice
but
i couldn't
speak
i needed to
shower
i wanted to
die
because in that moment
everything was gone
everything was taken away
from me
and
everything from that moment on
was
dark
and
i was alone...