when i get the
strength
to make it on my own
when i find the courage
to tell you what i feel
when i get the balls
to kick you when you are down
when i get fed up enough
to leave
i need you to see
what you are
doing to me
but
i am
too scared
too anxious
too nervous
to do anything to get you
upset
to hurt you
to make you cry
when i get to the point
that i can't
take any more
when i feel like i can do
bad by myself
when i am not afraid of
failure
but
i am
too comfortable
too spoiled
too dumb
to realize that things are never
going to change
that you'll never change
that i can be happy
without
you