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I make myself believe

that all things happen

for a reason

while in my heart

I secretly

hope that things would

be different

better

that things wil sort

themselves out

I wish on that

invisible star

that things will be

the way

that they are supossed to

be  

       but



what is that?

what is that exactly?

life is what you make it

so

I have made life unbearable

I have mede my life so

unbelievably difficult

to live

as I continuously try

some more

to make it better

to make it liveable

to no avail



       but



I can't

I will never

the tears will never stop

f

a

l

  l

   i

    n

     g

the nightmares will never



    S T O P

the cold

   hard

   fact of life

               of my life

is that things will never get

better

I will never be happy

feel loved

feel comforted

smile

so instead of making myself

believe all things

that aren't possible

I believe only one thing

anymore



       life

            is

               ultimately

just

death

waiting

to

happen...