it never occured to me before
leaving this life
will
make me think twice about
you
about me
failure never seemed so
real before I
met
you
it never hit me
(no, IT never hit me)
until it hit me
that
happiness was a far cry
from
reality
I know ..... I know
negativity
soothes my soul
soothes my beast
yet
it does nothing for my way
of living
it never occured to me
that
being me
would end up being
my
downfall
(mi corazon)
it hurts
it breaks
it screams for attention
IT NEVER
occured to me
leaving this life
so
soon after trying my hardest to live it
will make you
think
twice
twice
before hurting me
again ....