tears fill my eyes as i write about
the realization of him not
wanting this
anymore
i dont know where we stand
or
IF we stand
life makes things crazy
life makes things hectic
but
im scared of losing
him
us
we are drifting
into
our worlds
instead of our worlds colliding
and
melting as one
my love grows for him
my craving goes deeper than just
the physical
though it seems that
its not
what he wants anymore
i dont want distance
i dont want to be busy anymore
i want him to make time
for this
because
THIS
is what i want
but
......
what good is it if its not what he wants anymore?
he has become a part of me
dont know if he knows it
dont know if he cares
dont know what is in store
all i know is the
tears
keep
falling
down
as i write about the realization
of him
not wanting me
anymore