sometimes
I wonder
how I can get into
your heart
like she can
how to get you to
love me
the unconditional kind
like you give her
your mold
your own personal
mini you
the person you wanted
me to be
I wonder
sometimes
how you thought about
me
if you thought about me
at all
wondering if I was as
horrible as
you made me think
I was
wondering sometimes
why I wasn't enough
for you
like she is
love comes in all shapes and sizes
I know
but the colors
escaped me
when it came to you
you never let me
forget it
sometimes I wonder
if I will ever measure up
or is it
too late
I feel like she has
taken all the good
loving
caring
nurturing
tender
parts of your soul
and
I don't blame her
she deserves it