the wonders that boggle my mind

sometimes

I wonder

how I can get into

your heart

like she can

how to get you to

love me

the unconditional kind

like you give her

your mold

your own personal

mini you

the person you wanted

me to be

I wonder

sometimes

how you thought about

me

if you thought about me

at all

wondering if I was as

horrible as

you made me think

I was

wondering sometimes

why I wasn't enough

for you

like she is

love comes in all shapes and sizes

I know

but the colors

escaped me

when it came to you

you never let me

forget it

sometimes I wonder

if I will ever measure up

or is it

too late

I feel like she has

taken all the good

loving

caring

nurturing

tender

parts of your soul

and

I don't blame her

she deserves it

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