I don't want to feel
this much
but
I know I have to
my emotions
run on all time high
and
at this point and time
I don't know how to deal
but
I know I have to
there is
love
passion
confusion
obligations
goals
responsibilities
hate
sadness
happiness
gratefulness
all up and through me
and
it's all way too much
because
I am so not ready
for it
or am I
I know I have to
be....