Sorry if I seem distant
My mind is lost in a different time
A time where I knew what was mine
A time where everything was fine
Lost in my own confusion
Lost in my own thought that rest deep within my soul
My world had grown cold an bold
It's all taking it toll
All the minor fees that lie beneath
An all the things he will keep
Can't move
glued
to my seat
Sitting hear listen to my own heart beat
Deep down inside my heart is broken
shattered like shards of glass
Reflecting on my past
Sends me into a trans
Kissing it all good by in my mind
Breaks me down inside
Oh how the time flys
How did I become this girl
The girl who makes 1 man her whole world
Waiting to be crushed
An pushed away like a pile of brush
He sets my fire
Till I grow tired
Of playing these games
I start drifting away
Far in the back of my mind
I've lost my place
I've lost my way
Giving it all up
Everything accumulated
Between two
Everything that seems to matter
In a materialistic world
I walk away empty
with my heart hand
An that's just fine with u
U had my body an mind
An now u have all of my thing too
A piece of my brain is coming unglued
Wonder to myself
"How did u let this happen to you"
I've lost everything
The respect I once had for myself
The heart that I once knew
The home that I once had with you
The contents of my life
Stringed together by a fragile
Thread coming unravelled
Through the lies an heart shattering truth that I'm no longer in love with the man I once knew
So confused
How ?
Ooh how oh how could this be true
An everything we "owned" now belongs to you
Waiting
Just waiting for someone new to be claimed by you
Along with all the things
That I once knew