Materialistic World

Sorry if I seem distant 

My mind is lost in a different time 
A time where I knew what was mine 
A time where everything was fine 
Lost in my own confusion 
Lost in my own thought that rest deep within my soul
My world had grown cold an bold 
It's all taking it toll
All the minor fees that lie beneath 
An all the things he will keep 
Can't move
glued
to my seat 
Sitting hear listen to my own heart beat 
Deep down inside my heart is broken 
shattered like shards of glass
Reflecting on my past 
Sends me into a trans
Kissing it all good by in my mind 
Breaks me down inside
Oh how the time flys 
How did I become this girl
The girl who makes 1 man her whole world 
Waiting to be crushed  
An pushed away like a pile of brush  
He sets my fire 
Till I grow tired 
Of playing these games 
I start drifting away 
Far in the back of my mind
I've lost my place  
I've lost my way 
Giving it all up 
Everything accumulated
Between two 
Everything that seems to matter 
In a materialistic world 
I walk away empty 
with my heart hand 
An that's just fine with u 
U had my body an mind 
An now u have all of my thing too
A piece of my brain is coming unglued 
Wonder to myself 
"How did u let this happen to you"
I've lost everything 
The respect  I once had for myself 
The heart that I once knew 
The home that I once had with you 
The contents of my life 
Stringed together by a fragile 
Thread coming unravelled  
Through the lies an heart shattering truth that I'm no longer in love with the man I once knew 
So confused 
How ?
Ooh how oh how could this be true 
An everything we "owned" now belongs to you 
Waiting 
Just waiting for someone new to be claimed by you 
Along with all the things 
That I once knew 
 
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