I idled to wonder about
life
I puzzled and searched through my
mind
I spoke and I chattered in hopes of a
companion
I pondered and fretted because of
jealousy
I judged myself against airbrushed
perfection
I enjoyed mind numbing music with no
moral
I found myself lost in the world wide
web
I scoured and I inspected for any sign of
order
I observed the life I have come to
live
I wondered if I am truly worth
while
I swaddled and rocked my heart in my
arms
I peered in the mirror at a hopeful
face
I realized that only I can make it all
better
And only after all was said and
done
I wrote simple poetry to explain today
away