Its been a long time since i last smiled
Its been even longer since i felt the warmth of love.
At first everything was more then wonderful
Thinking i've finally found "the one".
But truly it was all a lie,right from the begining
Telling me we had alot in common
You and i are nothing alike
I fell for everything i was against.
Whats holding this relationship together?
A spiderweb filled with bad dreams and memorys.
I figure if i let things slide i wont be so misserable
Its apparent that its not working,much as i think it does.
Breaking down inside and out
It hurts to even fake a laugh.
Eyes so sore from crying
im tired of argeuing
im tired of everything
im ending it now...My life, my missery, my pain...
Your as dead to me as i am to you.