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I still remember
I have laid in bed at night and the memories of us have ran through my head a million times over. I can't seem to forget the way you held my hand or the way you made my name sound beautiful even though I hate it. It is amazing how much you can love someone after the hell that they put you through so here I am still loving you as much as before everything went wrong. I've told you before you are my soft spot and I wasn't lying.
There are many times I wonder what we would have been and the places we would have gone together. I'm pretty sure it's still you that I want, my God who am I kidding there's no one else in the world it could be. I can no longer open myself up to you, you broke the pieces of me that everyone once thought was so beautiful and innocent. You changed the way I feel about love and before that was a good thing and now it is not..
I'll never be the same person as before I'll never wake up in the morning and be optimistic. I'll wake up wondering where you are and with who. Today would have been a year since you asked me to be yours and I can't help but wonder what you are feeling today, or if you even remember. I guess it Dosent even matter anymore, I guess there is no more "us". I guess this is the end of the road for what I wanted so bad, I'm trying to be okay with it, I don't know if ill ever be okay with it...
