It's so legit
that you
stopped loving me
and honed your love into hate
and now
you probably have left this place
this place where we lived
I do not blame you
I accept your hate and acknowledge that you don't care
that you don't think of me, don't want the best for me
I have broken promises to you and myself
by thinking of the past
I even wondered what I would say
if I wrote you a letter
but there are no fucking letters between us
There are no words and no feelings
You don't give a shit about me
and tonight, my wide pupils will only give thanks
for the images pouring into them
Here on the beach where life began
i will remember you are dead
and how free I felt the first day I knew
we would never talk again
and then I will remember nothing