A woman four months pregnant
Decides to tell her husband
With guilt from past abortions
Another she can’t stand
When daddy finally hears
He has another baby boy
Mommy falls down the stairs
And daddy has no joy
There’s a new baby boy
Joining this joyful world
Daddy likes him now
And mommy wants a girl
Daddy’s raising the perfect son
But it’s mommies little boy
Big brother fades away
Mommy just avoids
Little boy does what he likes
Daddy has a belt
“Didn’t mean to do it son”
Not the way it felt
Family filled with fear
Torn from the abuse
Can’t accept apologies
But nothing left to choose
Many years filled with abuse
Fourteen all the same
Cancer in the family
Daddies turn to pay
Life becomes a blur
Teased with no more pain
Feel no more control
And nothing left to gain.