I don’t know what it is
This feeling has got me
Crushing me constantly
Making me lose consciousness
In this irrational world of insanity
And I can’t even concentrate
My emotions just become pure hate
My mind is in such a bad state
Of Depression, in constant repression
I need a confession
Or an exorcism
Out of hell’s prison
That binds me
Intertwines me
I can not find me
This is something I’ve tried to ignore
This feeling erupting inside my core
Dropping me till I want no more
I’m falling face down to an asphalt floor
Deep inside I’m screaming
Why this pain has no healing?
I’d rather end my life now
Than to go on feeling.
My breath, death is stealing.
My dark side becomes revealing.
I’m drowning from emotions so astounding
Faceless people frowning
In this world so complex it’s compelling.
No one cares to hear me when I’m yelling!
Love on the streets like a drug is selling.
Manufactured emotions are best selling.
My fallen state of mind just gets worse
I’m cursed
I was never born but unearthed
Made in an image so perfect
But in me life and death conflict
Should I end it
being poetic?