My life has been proved glorious,
For others not me,
I've given my all to see my loved ones happy,
While I remain lost seeking resolution.
Being alone while others bask in happiness,
Its what I've been through keeps me away,
Away from the good that should make me sane,
Because the good always harvests evil that turns me astray,
In my emotions and mind I travel an abyss,
Waiting for the day of fulfillment which manifest peace.
How long shall I wait?
Will my end come fast?
Or will I be able to say I've changed being sad.
Who's to know,
Only god or satan.
I will continue to pray that my life won't end in misery,
That I've broken the chains that bind me to this cycle,
Making my past obsolete,
Achieving true love and tranquility.