I saw you in my dream
It hurt like i thought it would
I thought the bleeding had stopped
But your smile would not allow it
Now i am awake
And all the memories of you
Seem like candy fiction
That i cant put down
I feel that my heart will rot
Yet I still remember something real
I hated to see your worried face
I do not think i would have made it
Always scared,
Pretending to be strong
I could not be what you needed.
I would have failed
This truth i know
Yet my heart feels otherwise
Love conquers all
But there are so many kinds
What love had I
Not the love that fights for itself
I had the love that knows of endings
My heart expected to break
From the first time you held it.
I think whether i should have hidden it
Tucked behind the wall of faces
Given you a false heart
But that is not the way of hearts
And I am all heart
Another broken thing to mend
Something to give me depth.
Im drowning in the deep waters
For I have swam so far
That none can see me
Flailing in the dark.
My arms are tired
And the water is cold.
Your warmth is gone
Yet I am lucky that the sun still shines