I lye awake thinking about us
Thinking about the love we once shared
The things we use to do
The fun we use to have
The joy i felt when i was with you
But its all gone.
the happiness,the love,the joy
i fake it because i know thats what you want
This smile on face is fake,
Its really not there
I hid my tears
I only cry late at night when your asleep
I dont know where my feelings went
but there gone.
i wish i could love you like i use to
I wish i could hold you and mean it,
I wish i could tell you i love you without lying
He makes me happy,
he makes me smile,
though i wish he didnt,
i can not lye,
when he looks at me i feel the warmth
when he smiles i fall deeper in love
i know i can not be with him,
but he is my fantisie,
he is what you use to be
I will continue to pretend to love you
because that whats makes everyone happy
but deep down inside it kills me to lye.