running through and running past
as if though by running fast
i can change what has come to pass
but my running cannot last
this running is just more to cast
my thoughts away from darkness vast
to shut out the mind of darkness unsurpassed
to quiet my mind
and slowly find
the things that haunt me so
maybe then can i know
how i came to be so fucked up
to be drinking from this sullied cup
filled with deciet and hate and lies
and no longer can i simply cover my eyes
but open wide those tight shut lids
and maybe learn what my mind forbids
maybe then i will find
that lovely, simple....peace of mind