Love / Hate

this relationship I love yet hate

it leads me to this bloody fate

of self taught hurt and pain self caused

its like life searched and then paused

on the most hurtful moments and painful times

I hate my self and I hate my rhymes

I hate the way I cant do anything right

I only seem to hurt and fight

with all the people I hold dear

and now you've thrust the sharpened spear

right through my heart and through my will

to live and now ill slowly kill

myself and end this whole ordeal

ill cry the last tears of blood and slowly then ill start to feel

peace of mind and peace of heart like I have never known before

ill take the knife and slice a bit more

ill cut so deep that ill die right fast

and on this blade will lie my last

breath of air and tears of pain

ill be alone at last again

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