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Its been 2yr 5 months of sadness in my heart.
It's been 2 yrs 5 months since I lost my twin boys. Almost every weekend I'm freshly reminded of those two baby boys that died. I see their father ever weekend do to the activity events we do. I ask myself why and how come I had to lose them of short spam of Life and Death in 23min and 15sec. I ask myself would I been a good mother? Would I been married to the father of our baby boys we lost? Would they be walking around and talking by now? Do to events that we do, I have to always be freshly reminded of Mother's Day and Father's Day. As I hear my Ex say to other people Happy Mother's Day at the event we do but he doesn't say a word to me. So I just watch and ask myself why? Must be not a good person which is why they died and my Ex cheated on me and left me alone to deal with our twin boys that died. Maybe I not meet to be a mother or to be with anybody. Its been 2yr 5 months of sadness in my heart.
