I have alway had a hard time on letting my guard down, that I just can't trust, even though everyone tells me that I must and not to be afaided. It is so hard to let myself go out of that glass cage, that I casted to protected myself with Sage. I have seen way to much as a kid for what some person had did, to me as a kid that I just became afaided to trust and that is a must.So, as a adult I try to let go on being afaided because I know its a must but, it's so hard for me to trust and not fall back within that glass cage that is filled with Sage. People need to know that I'm alway going to be afaided in someway even though they might not see me in that way.