Tonight I will be sleepless
I lie awake in bed
Thinking of my only one
It’s you that’s in my head
I hate the way I love you
And the way I can’t let go
I’ve never felt a love so pure
Than the one that you once showed
I wish you never left me
And I wish you would return
I would change anything for you
We could grow and we could learn
When you left I held my death
In capsules in my hand
But I did not put them in my mouth
Like I had previously planned
You were the one that kept me breathing
When my lungs just couldn’t achieve
But you still refuse to show the love
In which I once believed