I hate the fact I love you,
I hate it that I care.
I hate you for not knowing this.
I hate that your not here.
I mostly hate our memories,
That make me cry each night.
I hate how all these come about,
Each time you are in sight.
I hate how when I see you,
My heart just breaks in two.
And yet with all the pieces,
I know I'll always love you.
I hate how your life goes on,
When mine just stays in place.
I hate how my world shatters;
Each time I see your face.
I hate it how you did this,
And that you don’t know how much I care.
I hate how you just bring me down.
With every little stare.
I hate it how you think,
That none of this is true.
Even though I'm hurting,
I cannot hate the fact that I love you!