There was a time
When everything was silent
When everything was calm
It was just before the storm
I should have known all along
Nothing lasts forever
Now hear I stand
The voices screaming inside
Every thought in my head
All the words left unsaid
They scare at me and again
I want to disappear
I want to forget
I want to move on in my life
It won't leave me alone
All things I want to say
They tear me up inside
And I feel so alone
It reminds me
Suppressing my feelings
Again and again each day
An empty place in my heart
Fills with all my thoughts
Im drowning inside
Its all too much
My fears are overwhelming
Im here all by myself again
And i have yet to know who i am
I want so much to go back
Its too late
Back to the place
To the calm before the storm
There was safety in the past
But I still try to greet tomorrow
without breaking down.