Dear Jill

Dear Jill,



I hate what you are

And everything you've done

Back then it seemed fine

But did you even have fun?

Take a look around

Do you hear any applause?

Life's so fucked up now

Congrats- you're the cause

You knew you shouldn't have done it

But you didn't pay attention

Looking back at it now,

You know it's built up all this tension

You felt so alone

So you just gave in

You hated yourself

From beginning to End

Now you're facing the truth

You're passed out on the ground

You said it helps you find yourself

Well what the fuck have you found?

You already know you hate yourself

You're hideous, without a doubt

You know that you aren't loved

True feelings have never come out

You say it's time to change

Alright, Let's give it a shot

Swear it all to me

With out a Second Thought

Now Cross you Heart

And Hope to Die

…Hope to die??

God, Another selfish lie…

Now promise me this

Make me a bet

I dare you to live

Without a single regret

Follow your soul

Leave it unbound

Live through your Heart

And never turn around

I know the pain is still there

It's all wrapped up in Black

Just promise me this,

Don't You Ever Look Back





Forever Yours,

Jill

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