Dear Jill,
I hate what you are
And everything you've done
Back then it seemed fine
But did you even have fun?
Take a look around
Do you hear any applause?
Life's so fucked up now
Congrats- you're the cause
You knew you shouldn't have done it
But you didn't pay attention
Looking back at it now,
You know it's built up all this tension
You felt so alone
So you just gave in
You hated yourself
From beginning to End
Now you're facing the truth
You're passed out on the ground
You said it helps you find yourself
Well what the fuck have you found?
You already know you hate yourself
You're hideous, without a doubt
You know that you aren't loved
True feelings have never come out
You say it's time to change
Alright, Let's give it a shot
Swear it all to me
With out a Second Thought
Now Cross you Heart
And Hope to Die
…Hope to die??
God, Another selfish lie…
Now promise me this
Make me a bet
I dare you to live
Without a single regret
Follow your soul
Leave it unbound
Live through your Heart
And never turn around
I know the pain is still there
It's all wrapped up in Black
Just promise me this,
Don't You Ever Look Back
Forever Yours,
Jill