Your willingness for me appears to be a
Hindrance.
Intrigues, you have often planted on my
Innocence.
My life has become arduous without any
Cause.
It makes me shiver at your flawless icy
Calculations
of camouflaged torture under pretence
Goodness.
Thus, please, forgive this ambivalence my
Suspicion
looking up to them as ulterior motives.
Sorry, I cannot
stop at my search waiting for a clearance.