Explosion vs Implosion

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Early 20s

Most days I feel ready
to explode
out of myself
my skin
my tissue
it all feels so strained
bursting at seams that don’t exist

Other days it’s the opposite
I feel hollow and empty
as if a vacuum is growing
inside of me
at any moment
I will collapse in on myself
becoming a hollow shell of what used to be human

I was meant to love
and since I have nothing to love

it has no where to go

This is my insanity…

too much LOVE

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Written May 2011

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