Most days I feel ready
to explode
out of myself
my skin
my tissue
it all feels so strained
bursting at seams that don’t exist
Other days it’s the opposite
I feel hollow and empty
as if a vacuum is growing
inside of me
at any moment
I will collapse in on myself
becoming a hollow shell of what used to be human
I was meant to love
and since I have nothing to love
it has no where to go
This is my insanity…
too much LOVE