to stephen

Im here to set the fucking record straight.

Im tired of hearing about my lies.

Everything I ever felt for you is now just hate...

I just want to watch you cry.



I want to feel you tremble..

as you place that gun to your head.

Yeah, its just that simple...

I want you to retract everything you said.



Realize that nobody wants you...

as you click the bullet into place.

Pull the trigger..and when you do..

I want you to do it while staring at my face.



The only problem with this plan...

is the mess you'll make.

Slit your wrists and be a man.

I dont care how much it takes.



I just want to be there and smile while you cry.

I just want to be there to watch your veins run dry.

I just want to be there to watch you close your eyes.

I just want to be there and listen to you die.



This may make me sound evil and filled with hate...

But anyone that knows you probably wishes the same.

But they never made the same mistake..

as I did when I fell for your game.



I'll kiss the gashes and leave you be.

I'll put the blade in my pocket to keep...

I'll leave you there for everyone else to see..

that you put yourself in this "Pitiful" sleep.



:.I cant believe I loved you. you're so pathetic.:

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