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My Death is Meaningless
Standing over my cold coffin..do you cry tonight?
I question whether you even care that I lost the fight.
My green eyes are closed and no smile is on my face.
My heart..although still beating, still leaves a disgusting taste.
As my fathers tears rain on my bloodless cheeks...
tell me, will you even be the slightest bit weak?
Will my end fulfill your wildest dreams?
Tell me...what will my death bring?
As I sit on this tile floor surrounded in crimson and betrayal,
just know that you are why i've allowed myself to fail.
As this blade cuts through my veins and blood splatters the walls,
dont pretend to care..dont notice at all.
Just turn away because thats all your good for these days.
Forgive me father...that is all that I can say.
I'm sorry for hiding myself in deceit.
But i fear that i've lost the REAL me.
All that i feel anymore is defeat.
This pain I experience..nobody sees.
As I hide these scars i've inflicted upon myself..
I'll continue falling away from everyone else.
I'm confined to this darkness..and yet you dont know.
Leave me be...Let me go.
