candy hearts and sweet lullabies...
dont follow me in slumber tonight.
Charmingly smart and silver blue eyes...
have drifted out of my life.
Initials in hearts and holding of hands...
bring pools of blood from my skin.
Passionate kisses and talking of bands...
seem to haunt me from within.
Wrestling around and touching his face...
have long since slipped from my grasp.
Walks in the rain and that beautiful taste...
is gone and its not coming back.
Butterflies in stomach and rosy cheeks...
have betrayed me in so many ways.
Being silly and calling him a freak...
just doesn't happen for me these days.
Silver heart lockets and class rings...
wont seem to reappear.
Chills and shudders whenever he sings...
just don't seem to happen here.
Secret places and spinning the bottle...
are childhood games i miss.
Blood rushing and screaming as he hits the throttle...
am i addicted to him or his kiss?