This Pill

My life,slowly is going down hill

I sit and stare at this one little pill

The one pill that will end it all

The one pill that will make me fall

Into the darkness of myself

Alone,all alone

Scared i would be, but would also be free

Free to do and act as i please

Speak and dress as i please

I wouldnt be pressured

To look like that models on tv

Or eat what they eat

Or do as they speak

I would do it my own damn way

Every fuckin misrable day

Maybe im just frusterated right now

Maybe i need a break

A break from you

A break from me

A break from the world

And all the models on tv

A break from the war

And all the fuckin Iraqies

But tough shit

Nobody gets a break

So i guess this pill

Is a chance i'll have to take.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this poem January 7th 04' at 12:13 pm

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