I'M SO SCARED YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW
I WANNA CUT MY WRIST AND LET THE BLOOD JUST FLOW
I CRY EVERY NIGHT CAUSE MY LIFES A BUNCH OF SHIT
ALL I GOT TO DO IS GET THE GUN AND THETAS IT
I GOTTA FIND MY FREEDOM AND YOUR NOT LETTING ME
I NEED YOU TO JUST GET THE FUCK AWAY I WANNA BE FREE
I HATE THIS SO MUCH AND I WANNA DIE
EVERY DAY SMILING SO NO ONE HEARS MY CRIES
LOOKING OUT THE WINDOW AND THINKING ABOUT LEAVEN
I ALWAYS GET MINE AND YOU BEST BELIEVE IT
I WANNA JUST SIT IN THE SHOWER AND CRY
AND THINK ABOUT ALL THE DRUGS I COULD TAKE TO MAKE ME DIE
LIFE HERE IS SO HARD AND I'M JUST A KID
I'M SO LOST IN THIS DAMN BIG WORLD
FUCK THE HATERS THAT MADE ME HURT
FUCK MY FAMILY WHEN THEY MADE ME FEEL LIKE DIRT
FUCK MY UNTRUE FRIENDS WHO HATE
DON'T TRY AND HELP ME CAUSE ITS JUST TO LATE
YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU PUT ME THROUGH
THOUGHT YOU WAS THERE FOR ME BUT YOU JUST TURNED UNTRUE
MY LIFE WONT HAVE TO BE HARD NO MORE
CAUSE I MIGHT JUST DIE AND FALL TO THE FLOOR
BET YOU WOULDN'T EVEN KNOW I WAS GONE
YOU WON'T EVEN HEAR THE GUN SHOT OVER YOUR FAVORITE SONG
YOU'LL NEVER KNOW. . . SOMEDAY I JUST WON'T SHOW UP
YOU'LL JUST HAVE TO FIND OUT WHEN THE COPS FILL UP THE CUP
TO TEST MY DNA TO FIND WHO THIS LOST GIRL BELONGS TO
YOU'LL CRY AND YOU'LL BE SAD AND YOU'LL WISH YOU WOULD OF KNEW
TOO BAD YOU NEVER CARED
AND FROM HEAVEN I'LL JUST HAVE TO LOOK DOWN ON YOU AND STARE
YOU'LL NEVER SEE A TEAR FOR YOU FALL FROM MY EYES
BECAUSE I'M SILENT AND YOU WON'T EVER HEAR MY CRIES