Grayscale Morning

I wake to a silent alarm clock,

Time already running, not waiting for me,

Imperfect plans hanging in the air,

Like a prepared speech I never got to say.

 

The room transitions into grayscale,

Colors drained from yesterday’s certainty;

Even the walls feel more reflective now,

Holding names and bad choices I can’t erase.

 

I sip my cold morning tea slowly,

As if warmth might still come back somehow,

Numb fingertips tracing the edge of the cup,

Feeling both overwhelmed and strangely empty.

 

I don’t want to wait for clarity anymore,

For life to explain what it never will;

So I keep moving anyway, carrying it with me,

Learning, quietly, to live inside the question.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

A quiet reflection on waking with uncertainty and choosing to move forward while carrying the weight of past decisions.

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