Grayscale Morning

I wake to a silent alarm clock,

Time already running without asking me;

Imperfect plans float in the air,

Like a prepared speech I never got to say.

 

The room transitions into grayscale,

Colors drained from yesterday’s certainty;

Reflective walls whisper inner thoughts,

Names and bad decisions I can’t erase.

 

I sip my cold morning tea slowly,

As if warmth might still return somehow;

Numb fingertips trace the edge of the cup,

Feeling overwhelmed and empty at once.

 

I don’t want to wait for clarity to come,

For life to explain what it never will;

So I step forward with all these weights

And learn to live inside the question.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

A quiet reflection on waking with uncertainty and choosing to move forward while carrying the weight of past decisions.

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