We share a bunk room divided by silence,
Surrounded by dark blue wool curtains;
Thoughts move, quiet and hidden
Like something waiting to begin.
Wooden lockers rest along the wall,
Holding names we haven’t exchanged;
I stand on the cold cemented floor,
Bare feet listening to my hesitation.
Your worn-out sneakers in the corner
Seem to watch me, urging me to speak,
And every now and then, our eyes meet,
Humble stares that never stay long.
I’ve rehearsed a hundred openings in my head,
A hundred versions, a hundred times;
Simple words that should be easy to say,
But fold back like white linen tucked too tight.
So I await where I am, caught in between
A braver mind and a reluctant heart,
Hoping maybe tomorrow... or later today...
I’ll find a way to begin, even if it’s just “hey.”