Foolish pride, I had.
Owning solely this life,
That is never mine.
Taking charge of this life,
That is too big for this mind
To comprehend.
Foolish pride, I had.
Pretending to be somebody,
When I barely know myself.
Searching for something more,
When I haven’t taken a closer look
At the wonders that I have.
It is with this foolish pride
That my sun lost it’s aura
And left nothing but the dark skies.
Leaving me alone in this pit
Of nothingness.
Lost and scared.
It is with this foolish pride
That my bright red roses wilted
And left nothing but its dried thorns.
Slowly piercing through my skin
Numbing me with pain.
Neutrality, carelessness.
I’ve had enough of this foolish pride.
Every step forward is twice a step back.
The higher you reach for the glory,
The painful it gets falling rock bottom.
I want to throw it all away and start anew.
Take my hand Oh Lord, I need You.
And I am letting go…
I am surrendering everything
To Your Almighty hands.
Mold me, transform me.
This life I have, I offer unto Thee.
My Lord, from now on, let Thy will be done on me.