In My Emptiness

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Gotta have FAITH

Thank you Lord,



For my emptiness...



It's in there that I find you most.



And sometimes I don't...



For I am too engrossed with my own self.



That I fail to see you.



Thank you Lord,



For my emptiness...



It's when I am loved the most.



By You...and yes, You always do...



For when everyone else has left,



I find You.



And everything else that matters become nothing.



In my stillness, I cried.



Until I cry no more.



It feels so bad and yet so good...



Knowing that before I find You,



You found me first.



THANK YOU.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

Scribbling this on a table napkin made me feel alright...as I took my dinner at the Tropical Hut on the night of 13th of December 2003. I had fried beef with veggies and fries and a large glass of mango juice. I had the same meal 2 days ago...and a day before that...but it's different then. I think it's me...
~jerlin

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