My only regret
Stood out plainer than darkness
Now life in the tunnel
Drowned in my own self sadness
To be in control
A gift I had soon taken advantage
Stubborn as not to realize
A mistake of my own doing
Wanted so much too soon
Racing for the light
Every stone became a stumble
So my life unfolds before me
My father betrayed me
My mother weeps of sadness
For the storm has soon settled
But the waves are still roaring
In confrontation I have faced
My worst dreams and fears
Picking up the pieces
But missing the largest one
To put my life together
In need of the very one
Who made me realize
What life means to me
Without him I will not make it
No matter how strong the possibility
For if I have to live without
My soul will die alone
For if he will not forgive
I will never forget
1991