You mean more to me
Than one could even dream
My love rises so high
It goes beyond the sky
If you were to leave
My life would not be anymore
I wouldn’t find a will to live
Without the loving that you give
When times are rough
The days are slow
Without you
With me
My love is deep
Just by your touch
I feel it grow
Within me
Your hurt
Kills my happiness
Because your love
Begins to lessen
But on the inside
I know you care
I can feel it
For you have told me
I know you're hurt
When you keep it locked up
I can’t find your key
So I try to use mine
The lock is too big
It has no instructions
It weighs down your love
The key is found but too heavy
It weighs me down
Locks me up
I sob from pain
For I cannot even find my own key
My heart throbbing
I reach out and only touch wind
It flows through my body
Without welcoming
I scream
But sound is not heard
No time is spared
It doesn’t matter anymore
I give you time
To clear your thoughts
But you don’t
No room for more
You make promises
Out of nothing
You break them
My heart aches of too much pain
I cry in darkness
Alone
For I am confused
As to what you want from me
The more I try
The worse my life becomes
Friends can’t help
They don’t have the key
For only you
Can unlock my sadness
And when you do
I can begin to live again
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