i cant wake you up
anymore she said
and whined about her
discomfort of being with me
i wanna hate you
i wanna hate you
i wanna hate you
but i cant
reached out to
touch her face
and she declined
my touch and asked me
if we could just
take a walk instead
thank god for the gift
of numbness
i stayed and kept
my pain underneath
my feet
she walked away
to her redemption
have i become her prison?
or a mere realization of her
illussion?
go
ill stay
then i watched her leave
she walked away
and i stayed
alone
jaded
motionless
emotionless
saw my reflection
staring back at me
it made me a little vow
of "tomorrow,
im gonna make you cry"