Did I make myself so unlovable?
To make you leave
Now I stare at my reflection
Trying to diagnose my disease
Is there a doctor in the building?
I think I’m suffering from the worst case of ugly
Were you terrified when I tore my skin off?
And showed you my bones
Along with the skeletons in my closet
And the dead bodies in my basement’s stomach
I’ve got shit for a soul and a hole for a core
Turn me upside down for my smile to show
Don’t look into my eyes
I strongly advice you not to
They are so pretty
Pretty bloodshot from my addictions
You won’t resist this; you’ll be tempted to fuck me
Fuck me up real good, I bet I’m like nothing you’ve seen
Turn the lights out,
I’m bent out of shape
There’s no bottom to my shame
I’m little rotten pieces for maggots to engorge on
The smell of death on my skin
I’ve fallen in love with things that kill
I’m pretty,
pretty low
Broken,
Shattered,
Scattered,
I’m all that’s worn and tattered
Low self esteem is my religion
Defensive is my nature
Pessimism is my belief
Failure is my mission
Weird is my beauty
I think I’m suffering from the worst case of ugly