Struggling within myself,
For an answer,
For an inner peace,
To a question I can't craft.
Fear is what I feel,
Control is far beyond me.
Entangled in a web,
Entrapment is my fear.
Loving you is so natural,
Too fast too furious.
Unprepared I was,
For a commitment as yet.
Decisions I have to make,
A great step I have to leap.
For a man I have yet to learn,
Hesitations behold me.
Your tenderness is what I soar,
Loving care is all I need.
Your understanding is what I seek,
Love is all I yearn to have.
Time will show my love for you.
Though you may have left my realm for good,
Prints you make will leave its mark on me.